Craving for something

2:41am on a Sunday turned into monday

This is a new year, yet nothing has changed in me. Here i am, in the early morning (i mean laaaaate at night) stuck to the pc watching Cam4, gaytube and any other sex blogs on the web. I'm horny as usual, my cock is hard, and i really want to fuck or even better: ...get fucked. There's nothing interesting on the net. Allways others, more horny guys that at the very last minute decide that is just too late to meet, or there's no place for the hot encounter. Very very frustrating thing...

i feel so jealous, so jealous of those hot guys i see on cam4, or the ones i see on porn. i wanna have that hot body, that amazing huge cock, so i could have all the gays to my feet. But is not like i'm ugly or anything, actually i'm a pretty cute boy, but i'm not full of myself....i'm very aweare of how i really look. Regular quiet cute boy.

Oh you wouldnt imagine the little horny devil that i am.

At this time of the day...i'm tired, i've jerked off online so many times that i've lost count. i have been stuck on this machine for over 5 hours looking for porn, then getting distracted, then back to porn again.

Now comes the relief and self thouths time "I shouldn't be here for so long" "what i'm a doing with myself?" "i shouldn't have gone to that guys house yesterday and blow of my friends just for 15min of cock"

Bed time.

Probably tomorrow (actually today) i'll wake up... horny again and craving for something.